Right now my life seems to be going in the right direction. for me to be saying that feels so odd. my whole life iv felt some what misdirected, like i was thrown into a spinning room after being slung in a million different directions. but now im just, idk free and my feet feel like their on flat ground for the first time i can ever remember. the only way to describe it is before there was this heavy weight on my chest and i was just breathing out of necessity even though it hurt almost beyond belief. now when i breath its out of want and even though the weight is still there slowly and piece by piece it not as apparent. slowly my past is becoming just that my past. slowly im realizing the bad does'nt matter just the good. the people in my life who have loved me all along are the ones who really count. and all those who are'nt there for me are just missing out.